Jake is currently writing a persuasive paper about why he should take fencing lessons

Jake struggles with writing -- the idea of it, starting a paper and actually writing one.  It’s not because he’s dumb.  He’s actually quite bright but he struggles with Language Arts.  I went to a lecture sponsored by our town’s SPED PAC last year and realized I should be more proactive about his writing.  I found out that my one of my friends worked for a company (EmPOWER) that teaches writing.  She evaluated Jake’s writing for me and told me his writing is at a third grade level.  I decided to spend his college money on tutoring because if he couldn’t write he wouldn’t go to college.  So, for the past several months, once a week I drive Jake 30 minutes away to my friend Stacy’s house for tutoring.  It’s going pretty well.  I assign him twenty minutes of writing homework a day because I’d prefer not to have to do this for more than a year.

Capital E, lowercase n, lowercase d, lowercase l, lowercase e, lowercase s, lowercase s

Yesterday Will wanted me to scribe for him.  "Capital A," he said, followed by a "lowercase n, lowercase d." ... It made for slow writing.  If I knew the word, which happened frequently because he asked me to write the same song lines over and over again, I would write letter before he told me to.  Then he'd quickly grab the notebook away and inspect the words.  He erased the wrong words and occasionally, if it was beyond repair, rip the page out, crumble it up and drop it on the floor.  It was basically 45 minutes of good times.

Will is out of school this week, so I made him go for a walk with me this morning in the heat.  We both loved it.  The poor kid gets 6 make up therapy hours this week but I think it's good for him to have something to do.

The First Summer Wednesday

Did things irrevocably change between the time I was a child and now?  I never went to day camps (well, really to anything).  I read and played during the summer.  And that was pretty much it.  Today I got Will ready for school, sent him off, encouraged the kids to do their jobs and then I left to teach my two classes at the Y.  I stopped at the store for bread and milk on the way home.  Ate lunch.  Took the kids to the library to sign them up for summer reading and get some books.  I dropped Bri off at her friend’s house to hang out for a couple of hours before her piano lesson.  Then I met Will’s bus at Marcy’s house.  Will has therapy from 3:15 to 5:15; when that ends I’ll load everyone in the car, drop Lizzy off at Cat’s house because she is taking Lizzy to swim team.  I’ll pick up Bri from piano and drop her off at someone else’s house for a ride to a Young Women’s service project.  I exchange Bri for a boy I will take to scouts with Jake.

Linda says if I end the night with the four kids I started with she’ll buy me a pony!

Facebook makes my head hurt

Sometimes I feel like I’m the only one who has a huge gaping hole in her memory.  I barely remember anything before kids.  It’s as if my whole psyche has sucked up all the available neutrons in my brain with the sole goal of ensuring the survival of all my children -- they take up a lot of room.

Unfortunately, that means that I remember roughly five people from high school.  Sometimes people I don’t remember send friend requests.  If we have friends in common or they went to my high school I accept.  I don’t send emails asking if I know them anymore because I think I offended someone that I didn’t remember them when we had several classes together and for all I know we ate lunch together every day for three years.

I got a friend request about a month ago from someone I didn’t know.  But we had one friend in common and she was from my hometown so I thought maybe I knew her.  Then she sent me an email asking how I was and what was going on in my life.  Her profile picture was a tomato and the only person I knew with her last name was about ten years younger than me that I used to baby sit.  Was that her?  I didn’t know.  I pretended I did and emailed back.  I probably was a little distant.

Three days ago she changed her profile picture.   Wait for it . . . she was one of my best friends in elementary school!  (I plead extenuating circumstances as she goes by a shortened version of her name now and I didn’t know her married name.)  Naturally, I sent her an email pleading dork, and admitting that I had no idea who she was before.  I was very happy to hear from her and I told her I missed her very much when she moved away.

She thought it was hilarious that I didn’t know who she was.  And five emails later I found out she never moved away and in fact her mom lives in the same house.  I think I better dig out my old yearbooks and study because Facebook is kicking my butt!

Sounding like a fabulous mom is highly unlikely because this stuff just comes out of my mouth

My friend Tiffanie was hanging out with me after Lizzy’s birthday party.  One of Lizzy’s friends stayed late because her mom was working.  She called me to let me know she would be a couple of minutes late picking up her daughter.  “How was she?”  She asked.

“Great,” I responded.  “I’ve ignored them for an hour.”  Tiffanie started snickering.

“What?”  I asked when I got off the phone.

I hate feeling like I’m losing to an eight year old

But to be honest . . . sigh, I’ve been on the losing side since she was two.  Once she has made up her mind about something that is THE END.  That idea or event or whatever has been graven in stone, hauled up to the tallest mountain and is being guarded by rabid monkeys; and the only possible way for anything to change involves long-winded explanations or cajoling or apologizing. 

 

My dad loves hearing about Lizzy because he believes the Cosmos is giving him payback for enduring me as a child, and even when he’s sympathetic he has a tone – a tone that lets me know that to some extent he’s enjoying my agony.

However, I feel it only fair to warn him that I’ve been keeping track of my chits.  And when Lizzy’s chits begin to outweigh mine I’m shipping her to his house for a summer.

 

Dad, her birthday party is today.  I figure she’s good for about twenty in the next two hours alone.

Adolescence

Me:  "I regret taking you out for lunch."

Jacob:  “I regret you as my mom.”

Ouch, I think he won.  Then he came up to me two minutes later and hugged me.